Today was our ultrasound and we found out we're having a boy! Reagan is excited that we have a family "pattern" and that she's having a brother.
I'm happy to find out its a boy right at the beginning of "garage sale season". However, I'm a
little nervous because my only real craving has been taco sauce -
HOT taco sauce - and it's hard for me to imagine adding to our family a
Grant-plus-a-hot-sauce-craving-type boy. Maybe I'm over analyzing.

The one thing that was not perfect about the ultrasound was his size. Everything about him seemed to measure exactly one month
behind his expected due date.
The good news is that everything about him is proportional - just small - the way a baby would look who is 4 weeks less developed. It could be as simple as mixed up dates, and that's what I'm hoping. We'll have a Level 2 Ultrasound at a perinatologist clinic at the beginning of next month that will hopefully clear up some of the uncertainty. In the meantime, I feel a little unsettled and am trying to keep my mind from wondering "
what if".
As I was praying with the kids tonight, this is what Reagan prayed -- as best as I can remember:
God thank you for this great day and for the new baby that's a brother. I love my family that you gave me and I love my comfortable bed. I wish you had given us twins, but I am thankful for the one brother that you gave us. You are the King and I want you to do what you want. God, if you want to have me be an orphan I wouldn't like it, but I would just deal with it becuase I want to do what You want me to. You are the King and you know what's best for me. I want to obey you and do what you want me to do. Please help me have a good night sleep and help me have a good day tomorrow. Amen.
Reagan couldn't understand why I was crying when she finished. I told her it was just because I agreed with her and that her prayer reminded me that I want for us what God wants for us -- and that will be what's best.